Seeing

I've been just getting through everything lately. Just plowing straight ahead, and surviving. And I feel like it's me being dull. Not really boring persay, I feel like I've really got a lot going on in my life right now. But dullness in the sense that I'm not sharp, I'm not thinking, I'm not seeking, and in my striving to just get through everything I'm missing out on the goods. I'm missing out what God has for me at work and in the small daily things, the people I randomly cross paths with, and all of those other small tuggings. Sunsets, wind, nice days, He's in all of it, I'm just not sharp enough to see.